U've come..

Days by days I was dreamin'  about the fact that U'll forget to come this time. 

I was dreamin' about sunny summer days with softy wind, with glitterin' rooftop skies, with..

But all these sceneries were just in my head, only in my crazy mind..the mind of adult child..

U've come without any permission, without any sms that U are near and I should wait for U every minute..

No..U've come and stayed..

Here, in my little coloured world, U are sittin' and paintin' everything white, like U does every single year..

But I wanna tell U..

One day I will get used to your favourite colour and I will help U to paint in white, and in this very day sharp U'll leave for ever..

Cause U'll not bear with competition..

Cause U are a real egoist, Winter..

Feelings..

Sometimes..
U just can not deffinetely say which feeling is inside..
There are so many of them..they are combined, intefere into one another and U are really in a mess..in a mess of Ur own feelings..
Now I'm grabbed by anger and I'm nervous..And I do not know  how to controll all these..
Do U know why I'm in such a cage of feelings..cause U keep silent..that makes me mad..but U even do not know about it..

Damn it!