Songs from the past

Now in my headphones Avril Lavigne is playin'..
So strange to catch the thought that it's the music from my past..
When I was 16.. or something like that..
When I saw the world totally different from the one it's now.
When the days sounded not like today or even yesterday..
The time then had its own music, poeple, smell..
Sometimes i badly miss those years.

Ночная поэзия

Возьми мою жизнь, не играя.

Возьми, она вот, на ладонях

Возьми, мне не надо рая

И держи, пока не уронишь

А уронишь, пройди ее мимо

И забудь, что держал в руках счастье

Потихоньку она остынет

Или смоет ее ненастье

Моя жизнь не имеет значенья

Если ты не смеешься рядом

Если ты не мое вдохновенье

Если мне не достать тебя взглядом

Моя жизнь пуста и никчемна

Если тебя не могу обнять я

Да, пускай я большой ребенок,

Ну а ты – воплощение счастья.

Возьми мою жизнь, прекрасный

Это только влюбленное сердце

Даже если предашь – не опасно,

Я умру, но любовь сохранится..

Bluberry nights

Hello my sweet Inspiration..
U know.. U appear just at that very moment when  i'm totally frustrated, exausted and indifferent to life..
U come up to me and begin kissin' me passionatly, bitin' my lips and demandin' attention.
I'm close to madness and i'm ready to kick ur ass and just in a second before i'm gonna do all these i sit at a table\floor\car and begin writtin', without thinkin', without any idea what i'm doin' right here and now.
U just steal my mind and do whatever U want.
But after some time i like come back from another reality to read all the messy but correct words which are on the paper..
Black awesome words that are already a poem..
Can U imagine my madness, Inspiration?
U can make my blueberry nights full of thoughts a perfect thing U know..
Thank U..

Another beginning

Well Monday for me is always a new beginning of something at least it's for sure the beginning of the week.)

To be honest i hate Monday, I do not like them at all, andby the way do not know completely what is the reason for it. 

But anyway it seems to me that every other morning is a lil bit better then one on Monday) 

Sounds riddiculous but still it's true. 

Today's Monday is't a special one at all I haven't started a new life, no do it was begun, nothing..but..Monday is Monday and my mood is just the same hehe i mean not the best from all i can afford myself)) 

To begin with I went to bed only at 4 am and 3 hours and 50 mins later I was already up! 

Cuz this very Monday I had classes in my Uni, the deviltake him! 

I went there and courageous oulived the most boring these days lecture!

After bein' almost asleep i've decided that it's just beyond my abilities!

Well i went home but the Monday had more plans connected with me in the end till i managed to reach the subway i got soaked to the skin!

Happy Monday. is't it?))

And U know what? it's still not about to over so what should i expect more?)

Comin' back

Hi to y'all.
Happy to write here again. Tho I did not used to keep a blog i will do one more try.
I guess ppl in blogs try to find smth interesting, something that will catch their attention or smth new, trendy or at least unusual.
Well i'm not the one now who can offer all this stuff to ya but I will try to do my best.
Another reason i've decided to come back is my sincere wish to improve my english.
I cannot say it's totally horrible but as we all know there is no limits to perfection.)

Thanks for readin'me.
Have a good day.

Adoration..

I really do adore asian guys..
Their beuty leave me motionless and silent..
The grace is perfect.

hello dudes!)

how are y'all doin' today?)
I'm writin' to U from far away Belarus as usual) have rather good mood today, a bit ironic and sarcastic but still good) haha)^^
by the way do U have any news?
pls be free to talk here cuz I'm really interested in all U wanna say or share with me.